Aargh!!!

i have absolutely no idea about what happened now
hmm, i confused about the one whom i love
too many woman take away my heart
and i confused to choose
and with some event happened lately
i very confused with my life
and i think i need to refreshing and meditation
to make me can think clear and solve this problem

Lateness

i don't know why
but i always has a big problem with lateness
i always late in most of my activities
but i always regret my lateness to say something to the girl who i like
sometimes i have a big chance to get her
but i always be preceded by other man
damn i musn't be late anymore from now on
i'm sorry snow

Approach

Yeah baby

i'm starting to approach her

step by step i'll try to get her

just like my friend suggest to me to do

thanks for advice jay!!!

First step is always hard

but i can get through that

i hope i can be with her

love you snow

SNW

Yeah i'm back again
after some problem finished
now i want to talk about her
SNW or i like to call her Snow :D
Actually she's look a like with my idol Tania Putri
and she similiar with my class sister
Snow is my neighbour (you can say like that but not actually)
yeah i love her

Penjelasan Tentang Lagu Itu

Ya lagu itu tentang perasaan aku ke kamu
coba baca liriknya

Kejujuran Hati - KerisPatih

ku akui aku memang cemburu
setiap kali kudengar namanya kau sebut
tapi ku tak pernah bisa
melakukan apa yg seharusnya kulakukan
karena memang kau bukan milikku

ku akui aku merindukanmu
meski ternyata tak pernah kau merindukanku
tapi ku tak pernah bisa
melakukan apa yg seharusnya kuinginkan
karena memang kau bukan milikku

reff: sesungguhnya ku tak rela
jika kau tetap bersama dirinya
hempaskan cinta yg kuberi

semampunya ku mencoba
tetap setia menjaga segalanya
demi cinta yg tak pernah berakhir

ku akui aku merindukanmu
meski ternyata tak pernah kau merindukanku
tapi ku tak pernah bisa
melakukan apa yg seharusnya kuinginkan
karena memang kau bukan milikku

baca awal2 nya
ya kamu ngomong dengan entengnya
padahal waktu kamu ngomong itu aku udah nahan2
padahal kamu tahu kan aku suka sama kamu
ya tapi aku tahu perasaan kamu ke dia
tapi aku akan tetap menghormati perasaanmu ke dia
dan aku akan terus mencoba menjaga hubungan baik kita
tapi satu hal yang harus kamu tahu
bahwa aku serius tentang perasaanku ini
dan aku mohon kamu menyikapinya secara serius

That's Why

Why i named her saints anna???
because she like a saints in my eyes
and she can make all the evil go out from me
i don't want to doing something bad after the feeling comes
i want to be as good as possible
althought i know she like someone else
i just want to be good
not only in her eyes but in the Allah's eyes
she make me to be more religious
that's why i call her saints anna
anna, its her name

Phew

I don't know what the hell happened to me
last night i dreaming about someone
that i like from the start
but there's something avoid me to approach her
that is her brother
her brother is one of my closest friend
i don't feel alright if i approach her
because he know all my weak points
but after that night the feeling starts to rise
and today i just say the truth to her
and i feel light
because i have tell to her my feeling
althought she refuse it